My Men.

*smut warning*

We've been home over a month now. With the help of friends and family we have the babies' room set up and decorated beautifully. Our home is tidy and furniture is arranged nicely. Dad and Daddy H even took on the landscaping for me and it's so lovely. Colt and Chris made the boys a special armoire, hand painted with a scene of a meadow, sky and woodland creatures. I bawled so hard when they brought it to me. Im getting around normally now, and I've dropped a lot of puff and fluid by breastfeeding. I finally no longer look pregnant,or feel like I was ran over. Everyone has been so good to help with letting me rest, bathe and helping with chores while I recovered and nurse.

There is something on my mind though. I want to go back to work. I mo longer want to risk our family of five being involved in anything illegal now. What if Holden is out on a job and gets busted? I don't want us all separated, as I've seen with my relatives who would go to jail and leave spouses and children behind to grow up without them. I don't want my boys to grow up and do dangerous things. I'm especially paranoid now, after I went to the police and word of my being back spread, Titus and Shane both went missing. Police believed ny story because evidence backed it and it made more sense than Titus's. I don't want Holden out knocking people off right now and making more potential enemies. I've talked to Daddy H about this, and he agrees too. He says that we have more than enough, with their money and the 50,000$ Richard sent me to be comfortable for a while and especially if I go back to work. All I need now is to introduce this to Holden.

I fix dinner, then bathe and feed my precious boys and lay them in the crib in our room. Daddy H gives me a kiss and goes out for a grocery run, and Holden pulls me into a shower with him. We kiss and play under the hot stream, helping one another wash. He holds me to his chest and we stand there for a few minutes, just enjoying the moment. I look up at him.

"Holden?"

"Yes, love?"

"When we get out, I've been meaning to talk to you about something. It's nothing bad, just something I've been thinking about."

"I've been meaning to ask you about something too." He grins and grabs my ass. "I can't wait to hit that again. It's been too long!" He cries. We dry off and do our hygiene. Holdren crawls into bed naked, and I keep my panties. I curl facing him and against his side, head on his deep scruffy chest.

"How do you feel?" He inquires.

"I feel good today. I feel like my self again." I chirp.

"Would you feel like taking care of some of daddy's needs?" He winks and pushes at my head. I roll my eyes and go down taking him into my mouth. He growls his appreciation and fists my hair. I swirl and nibble. Sucking slow and picking up the pace. Working his balls with my hand I open the back of my throat and taking him down. He moans out and brings his hips to meet my mouth. I slide my hands under his ass and grip as I pick up the pace. I feel him buck underneath me and he desperately pulls my hair to pin my head in place as he thrusts into my mouth, cumming with a guttural groans. He falls back with acrelieced sigh and brings me with him. "Acacia."

"Yes baby?"

"Can we talk about dad for a moment?" I nod.

"Of course, is he alright?"

"Yes, but he's having a little trouble." I stay silent, urging him to continue. "Well, since mom he's had flings but never quite found anybody right for him." I think about his needs for snuggling, and he's over affection of me. The man is so lonely that he is taking all his extra love to shower me with, and his grandchildren. I caught him asleep on the livingroom carpet with them yesterday. All three napping on their backs on the huge blanket. He gives so much love, it would be nice to see him find someone to reciprocate it. "He has found somebody, but it's a bit complicated. You see, she is younger and she has someone else too."

"I'm glad he found someone, he deserves someone special. Age really isn't everything. As long as she is LEGAL AGE. I'd hate to kick his ass. I love him. There's a 10 year gap in us, and we get along great." I beam. "And far as her other guy, I mean, it's unconventional of course, but like..." I stumble for words. "Does he know about your dad?"

"Yes. They are quite close though. He's a jealous man, but he cares enough for dad that he could never deny him the woman he loves." I smile at this.

"Well, if everyone is down he should go for it. He won't...he won't leave us will he?" I couldn't imagine after all these months of not getting to see him everyday. It hurts just to picture our shared home without him.

"No little deer. He'd never leave you. Me maybe, but you and these little stud muffins, no! I think he loves you guys more than me." I laugh at this and have to admit, but he loves the babies more than all of us. He'd throw us into boiling lava to save these boys. "He loves you Cia. It's you that he wants." My eyes widen and I stare in shock. "You should have seen him when you were unresponsive. He cried and tried everything to get you warm. He blamed himself. He kept kissing you and trying to get help. He even squared off with your mom over challenging his care. Dad almost never shows aggression to women now." I can't think straight.

"What do I do? I never intended to hurt him? Is he upset with me? I never knew this..." My heart sinks. Oh God. Daddy H is in love with me. He's had to sit here after selflessly treating me like royalty, only to watch me all over his son and family zoning him. I cry in my guilt.

"Hey. Hey. It's okay love. He has no animosity towards you. In fact, he has been afraid to tell you afraid you'd hate him."

"I could never hate that man. He has done nothing but treat me like a queen. I've wanted for nothing. Thst man has even helped me shower and set up at night to tend me. I could never hate him."

"Do you love him too?" I gawk. I do love him. Maybe not exactly how he does me, but I admit in my pregnancy I I really found him attractive. He is a great looking man. And his personality is addictive. He knows how to charm. Will I tear this family apart either way? I'm so confused. What do they want me to say or do? I cry harder. "I don't want to ruin this family. I do love him, but I don't understand what's going on."

"What's going on, is that we both love you Acacia. And while I'm territorial, I love my dad too. I want him happy as well. Do you think you could try to love him too? He is grieving Cia. He won't come out to me because he feels as you do. He is afraid to cause a riff in the family. When he gets home, I need you to talk to him." I shyly nod. My whole face pulses fire and I have trouble looking up. How the hell is this even going to work? How do I bring this up?

"How do I bring this up? Like, what do I do Holden?" I whisper. "You have to help me."

"I will baby. I will be there for you both. When he gets home, we'll ask him to watch a movie in here with us and we will ease you both into the conversation." We hear the door unlock downstairs and I bolt for my nightgown. Holden parts to go help him pack everything in. I roll onto my belly with a pillow over my head and scream about forty times in my mind. I finally emerge and roll into my cover burrito to escape for a moment. I pop my head out when I hear Ace's signature coo. But both are still across the room in the crib, fast asleep. Daddy H enters the room with Holden and both stare at me. I try to breathe and choke on my own air. Holden runs his hand across his face and unrolls my burrito while I tumble across the bed at his force. I stop at the other edge, Daddy H looking over me.

"Hi." I squeak and furiously pull the gown back over my lower half.

"Hello dear. Did you miss me? Holden tells me you want us all to watch a movie in here tonight?" I nervously nod.

"It'll be a normal movie. I burned all his creepy shit. I'm not reliving that ever again."

"You BURNT those?"

"I had to for the sake of my own sanity. You ruined movies for me forever." Daddy H laughs. Holden finds an action movie and lowers the volume. Daddy H places me in between them and each snuggles into my side. Holden tickles me and I swats him. I turn over to attack Holden and he pushes me back into Daddy H. I stiffen a bit then relax as Daddy H presses into my back.

"Holden says you needed to talk to me. His breath fans my ear and I gulp a little. "What would you like to discuss dear?" He eyes me studiously as he and Holden wait. Holden urges me on, and I hide my face. "Daddy? Do you love me?"

"Of course I do. I always have."

"Um. Well...I...um." I don't want to be the one who brings this up. It's not even my idea, and I'm not sure how I even feel to be honest. Come on girl. Rip it off like a bandaid. Just get it over. "Are you in love with me daddy?"

"I am. I'm so sorry. I would never act on it though. I would never ruin my son's happiness for my own gain." He nervously moves to sit up.

"We have a proposition for you dad, please stay." Holden intervenes as I have a small panic attack between them. "Cia loves you too. We are all three living together, and she loves us. We love her. I think after all you've done for us, the least we could is make everyone happy. I'm willingly to share her, only with you." I glance between them.

"Are you certain? I do not want to intrude unless I'm welcome. Are you sure, Cia? What does my girl want?" He looks to be with those soft bedroom eyes, and I fold. My heart becomes jello with these two.

"I already have my boys. Now I have my men." I let this sink in for a minute. Both of these studs are mine. It's unusual, certainly, but it feels right. "I now have everything I want. My boys, my men, my friends and family. A beautiful home that my men have worked so hard to source up for me." I lay back down pulling g their heads with me. We just lie there, in this comfortable haze. Daddy H leans into me and kisses me softly, and Holden takes my neck. I moan into Daddy's mouth as he and Holden slide my gown over my body. I shiver, a mix of anticipation and worry. This is all still confusing for me. They roam my body with hungry hands, Daddy H exploring his new territory and Holden appreciating me too. They get hungrier and hungrier, and Daddy braces himself above me and looks to Holden and I.

"How do you feel baby girl?"

"I-I...um...I feel better."

"What did Evans say?" I looks up at me with those dark nerdy eyes and I understand now what is about to play out.

"H-he says I'm fully healed. He doesn't need to see me again."

"Are you, fully healed?" His head dips lower and lower. I instinctively close a bit and Holden pushes me open from behind me.

"She is. We showered together." I just nod. Daddy H reaches my panties, and halts.

"You feel alright? I want you to be comfortable. If you do not want this, little lady please tell me." He looks to Holden. "May I?" Holden nods.

"Yes, yes you may. Mind if I join in?"

"As long as I've waited, no! I'll take whatever she gives me." Daddy chuckles and rips the front of my panties. My eyes widen and his lips pull back to reveal a row of perfect teeth. He puffs out proudly as my surprised eyes take him in. He is every bit as handsome as his son. He has the perfect amount of salt and pepper, ink, and broad defined shoulders and chest. His stomach is toned, though not as defined as his son's. Light hair covers his chest and runs down the center of his muscular abdomen and I shly direct my gaze down and widen again. He winks and plunges headfirst between my legs. Daddy is a beast. Holden leans over my shoulder and captures my mouth, Daddy H continues to eat my bits like the last supper and my head is swimming. I am not mad about it. Holden works my breasts and Daddy begins to tenderly bite inside my thighs then zeroes in on my clit mercilessly. I scratch his scalp with my nails and pull his soft, full hair. Raising up to bump his face and toy with him. He's skilled. Ooooh. I cry into Holden's mouth as I bubble over. His fingers slide into me, as I come down. He retrieves then and moves lower and I raise up in panic. He roughly spanks my ass and lowers my hips.

"Relax. Trust me. Don't make me spank that big ass again." He teases, still grinningear to ear. I look to Holden who rubs my shoulders. "We, with Holden's approval, will try something new tonight. I want you to work with me, and let us try. If it's unbearable I will stop, but give it a chance, ok?" I'm not pleased, but I am intimidated by Daddy's suddenly dominant behavior. I'm no longer accustomed to his sternness as I was when he bought me from Holden. I relax against them as they mold my body and Daddy works a finger into my ass. I huff and try to remain calm. I meet his eyes though and my resolve melts. This man has done so much for me and my babies, I let him have this small victory. He finally stops and I'm so relieved. That part is over. Daddy H quickly climbs up to the headboard and Holden goes to my feet with a bottle of lube. I squirm as I see it and he comforts me. He directs me over and onto my knees as Daddy H removes his pants and kneels before me.

"Only if you want to." He soothes and I bend to him and start taling him into my mouth. I lick him down as he groans and pulls at me. I take it slow, letting him build up and finally taking him all the way down. I come up again and flick under his head and swirl. I do him as I did Holden earlier, trying to impress him. He shudders and humps against me slowly, twisting my hair around his fists as he controls my head. I feel Holden rubbing against my ass and I have to fight to stay in place. I look back at him and he whispers loving things to me and super slowly sinks in. Daddy has me in place so I can't ssd nap up or jerk around. Holden is all the way in, falling over my back and works my clit. Daddy still controls my head as I take him down hungrily. They moan and growl in pleasure as they pick up their pace with me. I moan around Daddy H as ecstasy builds within me. Holden's hand work keeping me relaxed and into it. He snacks my ass roughly a few times and kneads my back with his clever fingers. Daddy H keeps reminding me how gorgeous I am and of all his fantasies with me. He finishes in my mouth, lovingly petting my head and bragging on me. Holden and I soon follow as I feel him expand and move in his lazy jerky fervor. He holds me for a few minutes then rolls me over and lays down. Daddy H climbs on top of me and nips at my throat and breasts. He runs his nails across my sides and belly bringing goose flesh as he blows cool air on the wet kisses on my neck.

I hear Holden's soft snores as Daddy H and I explore. He wiggles his face in my chest playfully and bites my sides. I flinch and raise against him. He pushes me back down and goes back to lap the wetness between my thighs again, sucking and circling my clit then digging his tongue into me. My eyes roll back heavily as I ride his face. It's out of my control. I can't stop myself. He throws my legs around him and I whimper out my orgasm. He lowers against me, grinding circles against me as I desperately grind back pulling his hair. When he kisses me I bite his lips and lick it. His dark hooded eyes flick as he slowly pushes his throbbing manhood in.

"Oooooh..." I sigh out as he stretches me. The fullness feels so good after weeks of abstinence. I does not quite hirtvas I imagined, but it definitely is a little sensitive. He places his head against mine and whispers to me.

"I've been dying for this since the night I met you. You looked so delicious in that shower. Wet and glistening. You taste every bit as good as I dreamed. You might become my favorite meal." He nuzzles my throat, stubble of his neat short beard sending chills up my spine. We roll to our sides and I'm ticked against him, our legs intertwined as we move together. We kiss and nip at eachother and moans vibrate between us as our body's writhe. We flip again to where I am on top. I turn my back to him and ride letting him see my ass bounce. My hands find his balls.

"That's daddy's girl. He sinks his fingers roughly into my ass cheeks. "This ass is to die for. You s sexy little bitch aren't you?" He spanks me then gets up, still in my to face me down on the bed. He slides his hands under my thighs and lifts my legs leaving them straightened, my torso flat on the mattress. He tells me to rub myself and I comply. He leans over my back sucking the back abd sides of my neck. He chews my earlobe and runs his stubble along my sides and spine and I whilevabd tremble. My legs are shaking now. I rub faster to match his thrusts and he swivels and circles ag as instead me. My entire being tingles. I crossed my ankles behind his back urging his forward and I can feel him colliding with my sensitive spanked cheeks. I cry out quietly as I can as we come hard together. We fall to our sides without pulling apart and I am sandwiched between he and Holden. I keep listening for my boys to wake and eat, but they sleep soundly. I get up to pump milk several times throughout the night and lay back down between my two breath taking men. Damn, I'm lucky. I nearly swallow my heart when our security alarm sounds in the middle of the night and I am up to the babies' bed in a single bound.

"The alarm! Somebody's trying to get in!!"