Chapter 4

Genevieve

I woke up in Lucian Volkov’s arms, but he was still sleeping, which was a good thing.

Slowly and noiselessly, I untangled myself from his arms.

Last night was bliss! I couldn’t recall the last time I slept this good. For one, Julian never held me all through the night like that before.

I couldn’t recall being in so much pleasure and ecstasy.

Lucian touched places in me that I never knew were capable of eliciting pleasure, and for the very first time, I had sex over and over in one night.

But it was morning now, and it was over.

I hastily yet quietly wore the clothes of the seductress and tiptoed out of Lucian’s suite.

It was still very early in the morning, but thankfully, it wasn’t difficult to get a cab.

I wish I had something to cover up myself; this wasn’t night anymore, and this wasn’t Lucian’s club and I had never worn something like this before.

The look from the cab driver told me what I knew already; I looked like a whore, but because I was paying him, he couldn’t say a word.

During the drive back to her apartment, I could not stop reminiscing about last night.

Lucian’s skillful and masculine hands touching, caressing, and eliciting deep pleasures from within.

I screamed and moaned and yelled in pleasure last night as Lucian made sweet and passionate love to me.

I never knew that such things existed.

I never knew that I could get aroused by Lucian nibbling my neck, kissing my ears, or using his tongue expertly on me.

These were things that I never experienced with Julian .

A moan almost escaped from my lips as I vividly remembered Lucian’s mouth and hands all over me last night.

My nipples tightened so hard that I could almost feel the pain, but it was a sweet and delicious pain. As I looked down at them, they were crying out for Lucian’s tongue. Never would I have pegged Lucian as someone who was capable of such an out-of-this-world experience.

The more I thought of Lucian and all that he did to me last night, the more difficult it was for me to get rid of the experience. Sitting in the cab and feeling these things made me embarrassed, especially my protruding and hard nipples.

Gosh, I wanted Lucian Volkov again.

“But you know you cannot have him,” a voice in my head warned me.

It was a one-nightstand,

The only reason I did what I did was because I wanted to get my revenge on Julian for his stark and unrepentant betrayal. I should actually be calling Julian right now and telling him what his dad and I did, but I just didn’t feel the need to anymore.

The deepest urge of revenge that drove me into his hands just wasn’t there anymore, or maybe it was because I was still reeling from the experience.

Just when I thought that I was exhausted after climaxing, Lucian would touch me in a new place and I would be aroused and yearning for him all over again.

I sighed deeply and tried to concentrate.

My phone rang, distracting me from my thoughts, but when I checked the caller ID and saw that it was Lucian Volkov, my shoulders sagged in defeat.

I couldn’t take the call.

Everything was complicated now and I would never see him again. Well now, it was a good thing that the wedding between Julian and I had been called off, so I wouldn’t have to face Lucian as my father-in-law.

I switched off my phone completely when Lucian started to call the second time.

Thankfully, I had already arrived at my apartment. I quickly paid the driver and hurried out of his taxi, but right on my porch was Julian Volkov.

His face was filled with remorse.

“What are you doing here?” I asked him as I opened my door and stepped in.

Julian stepped in as well. “Why are you dressed like this, Genevieve? Where are you coming from?” Julian asked me, surprised by my appearance.

A wave of guilt washed over me briefly, but it was over quickly. I shouldn’t be feeling guilty when Julian did almost the same thing to me.

This was the perfect opportunity to tell him and watch him crumble in hurt and pain.

“You have no right to come to my apartment and ask me questions, Julian , not after what you did,” I said instead.

My tone was harsh and hostile.

“Baby, I am sorry,” Julian begged sadly, letting go of his earlier question.

“It’s too late, Julian . The wedding is off, so you might as well have my sister,” while I have your dad…I said the other sentence in my head.

“I don’t want her anymore. I never wanted her,” Julian denied. “She seduced me and got into my head. I am deeply sorry that I fell for it,” Julian pleaded.

I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

“It’s too late now,” I said sadly.

I already slept with your dad and enjoyed every bit of it.

I wanted so badly to say those words out loud, but I couldn’t, because it felt as though what I had with Lucian last night was too special to use as a revenge tool.

It didn’t turn out the way I had thought it would, and now, I was stuck between wanting to forgive Julian and running to his father for some illicit pleasures.

“No, it’s not,” Julian insisted. “We love each other deeply, and we can fix this. I can’t lose you, Genevieve,” Julian pleaded.

I wished he had been this remorseful when I found him with Kelly. I would not have found myself at Dark Sensations, and I would not have ended up in Lucian’s bed.

“Let’s give us a chance again, baby, and I promise to be the perfect man for you,” Julian begged profusely.

I still loved him, right?

When I didn’t say a word, Julian began to kiss me.

I didn’t refuse it. Instead, I kissed him back.

Or maybe it was because I wanted to compare my attraction and sexual reaction to father and son.

As Julian kissed me deeply, all I could think about was Lucian’s hands and lips, and they made me insanely aroused.

“I have missed you, baby,” Julian said as he parted my lips with his tongue and deepened the kiss.

“Me too, Lucian…” I moaned deeply.

Julian stopped instantly, his eyes filled with rage and jealousy, and that was when I realized my mistake.