Chapter 3

(Juliana)

I woke up in hell can explain how I felt when I opened my eyes.

My body was burning with pain and my heart was itching. The memories of finding my mate come back to me and my mark started to burn.

Yes, there is a mark on my kneck and according to my family this mark is birth given.

I wonder why this mark is burning but nonetheless I sit up .

Looking around I found myself in a hospital room and by it looks I think I am in another pack's territory.

The realization then hit me and I stood up.

Flinching at the pain but ignoring it at the same time.

I ran out of there and searched for my Alpha .

After trying to mind link him for several times , I found him standing outside the hospital talking with some people and in all of them I recognized my gemma , delta , Alpha King and His Queen.

Some other people were also there but I don't know anything about them .

I walked upto him and called him in a strict, serious and a bit heavy tune.

" ALPHA!" This gets every one attention and they all stopped what they were doing and looked at me .

There was complete silence for a minute and then and then my Alpha came to me and hugged me hard knocking all sources of air out of me .

This shocked me first but then I hugged him back with the same emotions.

It was like i am hugging my father again.

After sometime I tried to push him by saying

" C-Can't breath" and he loosened his grip but nonetheless didn't let go.

And at the same time gemma and delta came to me and hugged me from both sides .

" We thought we losed you " delta said with sorrow and gemma placed a hard slap on the back of my head .

I look at him warningly but smiled with both of them .

In all this we all heard some threatening growls but ignored them because Queen said that King was not feeling well but he would be fine soon .

My heart burned again with my mark and my breathing became uneven.

But I tried to sound and stay in control.

" What about the pack ?" I asked in low sad voice.

" We lost 57 of our warriors but thanks to all of my warriors and you every citizen of my pack is safe and sound "

Alpha replied in a sad voice but tried to remain strict and non-emotional as usual.

My heart dropped and my mind fell in hollow.

My eyes widened and I closed them for a moment so that I can feel all those family who has loss someone.

The moment my emotions attached with them my knees buckled and I fell on my knees.

Their mates , parents, childrens, friends and relatives were lost in sorrow and were heart broken.

It felt as if someone is trying to cut their heart into slices and they can't stop them .

It felt as if someone had taken a piece their soul or their whole soul .

I felt hands trying to lift me up but I was lost .

Lost in my own guilt.

Only if I had accepted my reality and had let them go .

I could have fone this on my own only if had accepted who I am .

Only if I had used my crown to call my army .

But I WAS SCARED!

Scared to accept myself.

I let all of them die !

I was almost lost when suddenly two hands grabbed my shoulders and lifted me up .

My eyes were closed but by the tingles I can tell who it was.

My eyes opened and every one gasped loudly at the blackness of them .

It was then that I realized I was shudding blood tears .

I didn't realized but I looked at my Alpha asking for his permission and he nodded .

He knows how much I needed a run Right now so that I can control myself.

With that I run away in the forest.

This is all too familiar but there is a difference this time and that difference is the last time I used my powers but still wasn't able to save my family.