chapter 5

Mia pulls away from me unwrapping her legs. now she is standing in front of me. I can see her swollen lips and disheveled hair. she looks so hot!

"I won't let you take charge this time." she pouts at me and I laugh. "I am the boss now. you have to just follow my orders," she says mischievously.

" Yes ma'am," I say grinning at her. I think the alcohol has begun to do its part as I feel squiffier now.

"I want to forget everything for tonight Mia. will you make me forget?" I ask her seductively. Because that's what I want right now. I want to forget everything. I don't want to think about how messed up my life is. I don't want to remember how miserable I have been for so long. I want to forget how fucked up I am right now. And above all, I want to forget Nichole and I know Mia is the only woman who has the power to make it happen.

Soon she tugs my hand and leads me towards the bed. she stands in front of me and looks into my eyes with desire. She pushes me with a force and I fall on bed with a thud. she climbs on top of me hovering.

"Yes and I am going to do it my way," she smirks at me. she removes her thongs in a swift movement and now she is in her all naked glory. I take this time to admire her body. she is beautiful. I love her body. then she slowly begins to unbutton my shirt. she places a soft kiss on my neck, then she makes her way down my chest. kissing me, nibbling and teasing me. I moan with pleasure at the magic her lips are doing. She goes down and unzips my jeans. then she removes my boxers and I can see her gawking at my length. She licks her lips and spread my legs apart. I gulp at the sight of her kneeling in front of me. She runs her fingers along my length and kisses the tip of my cock slowly. fuck! I lean my head back in pleasure and pull on her hair to keep me in place. Soon she begins to nibble my sensitive spot and I find myself losing senses. in one go she takes my entire length in her mouth and begins to suck it moving up and down. fuck! fuck! fuck! I am trying very hard to control but I feel like I am going to cum in her mouth. with one last thrust, I spill all my contents into her mouth. She gulps everything and cleans her mouth with the back of her hand looking satisfied.

She then gets on top of me again and sits on me now. Slowly she begins to rub her wet pussy against my cock, she increases her pace and I groan in frustration knowing exactly what she is trying to do. she laughs at me, Seeing her distracted I take this chance to flip her over so that now I am on top of her. making her gasp at my sudden action. I pin both her hands above her head.

"Enough of your teasing babes. now it's my turn." I say looking hungrily at her.

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The next morning I wake up with a throbbing head. Fuck! I am not going to drink this much ever in my life. It hurts like a bitch! I sit up to observe my surroundings and find a naked woman lying beside me on the bed. I am not able to see her face as she is facing the other side. What the fuck! Who is she? And what is she doing in my bedroom? Then the memories from last night begin to surf in front of my eyes.

I realize that its Mia laying with me. I remember me being at the club, Mia approaching and us ending up here in one of the rooms of the club. I regret thinking about what we did last night. It was mindless sex all night with zero sleep. I am not complaining that I didn't like it. I mean who doesn't like sex? But I also hate to admit that the entire night while fucking Mia I kept thinking about Nicole. I wished that it would have been Nichole instead of her, I wanted to feel her lips against mine, I wanted to have her bare next to in my bed. I wanted to trace her curves. My desire for her had grown even more since she left. I wanted to taste her so badly. Fuck! Christopher, you are so whipped right now. Even though I aimed to forget her last night but I eventually ended up thinking about her. I feel guilty now, I feel like I have cheated on Nicole. However, she isn't even my girlfriend. For God's sake Christopher! She doesn't even like you. Stop being ridiculous.

Above all, I feel bad about doing this to Mia even after knowing her feeling for me. Now she must be thinking that I like her. I don't want to raise her hopes about us being a thing. That's why I avoided coming here since she confessed her feelings to me. I feel so horrible now. I don't know why I am regretting this so much, I have spent so many nights with Mia before I met Nicole but never did I felt this guilty about it. what a fucking asshole I am. I get out of bed and head straight to the bathroom to have a nice long shower. the hot water against my skin makes me feel a little better. but I am still not feeling any less horrible about what I did.

I get out of the shower and quickly change into my clothes. I don't like the thought of facing Mia after what happened last night. as I am about to open the door I hear a voice behind me. I turn around to find Mia sitting on the bed now.

"Where are you going Christopher?" she mumbles sleepily.

"Look, Mia, last night whatever happened, it was not supposed to happen. I was drunk and wasn't in my senses so I just got carried away. I am sorry" I say looking away from her.

"Why are you feeling so bad about it? You have been here so many times but you never reacted this way before. God knows where were you for so long and now suddenly you show up after nearly a year and feel guilty about what we have been doing so long? " she asks with confusion on her face.

"Because that's wrong Mia. I shouldn't have done this to you now after knowing about your feelings for me. I shouldn't have done it knowing that I couldn't reciprocate those feelings. That's why I have been avoiding coming here. I feel horrible about hurting you. it feels like I've used you for my pleasure." I say, this time looking at her regretfully.

She looks at me studying me for a minute but doesn't say anything. after a while, she lets out a humorless chuckle.

"Who is she?" she asks with an unreadable expression.

"What?" I don't understand what she is talking about.

" What's her name?" she says in a low voice and this time I can clearly see that pained look in her eyes.

I realize now what she is saying. fuck am I that obvious to read? shit! am I looking so miserable that she thinks I am having some girlfriend problems? I get that She is asking about Nichole. but how can I tell Mia about her? I have already told her that I regretted having sex with her, and what should I tell her now? that I was thinking about some other woman while she was sucking my cock hard? that I was imagining her to be Nicole while I was fucking her like a horny dog? I can't do this. I can't hurt her anymore. I have already done so much damage.

So the only thing that I say to her looking in her eyes is " I am sorry." and leave the room. I make my way out of the club and get in my Porsche in the parking. I drive away from the club thinking about whatever has happened. this wasn't what I expected to happen. Great! I am a certified asshole now. while I drive to my house I feel something vibrating in my pocket. I fetch my phone from it and to my surprise find max name flashing. I press the green icon and answer.

"Hello, Max!"

"Chris we found her, she is in Los Angeles." as soon as Max says those words I can't believe my ears.

I shift my phone to the other side, making sure if I am hearing it right and ask him "What? are you serious?"

"Yes, we have found her. I am sending you her address," he says. So he isn't joking. he is serious.

"Text me her address right now. okay?" saying so I disconnect the call. I am unable to believe that I heard that. I can't believe that I finally found her after all this. What I am experiencing right now is beyond happiness. I am on fucking cloud nine. I guess I am going to go crazy by simply thinking about meeting her. I feel everything was worth it. spending a whole year searching for her like a mad man, was worth it. I feel like now I have found a purpose to live. for god's sake, Christopher, get a grip! concentrate on your driving or else you're gonna blow your fucking mind before seeing her face.

" Baby you made me suffer a lot. now you have to pay for making me wait so long. I am coming to get my revenge Nicole, I am coming for you Cole."