Chapter 8

I limped into my house and threw down my bag,I limped to the mirror in the hall way and lift up my shirt and looked at my new birth mark....yea I mean bruise.I had fun with Levii today.Note the sarcasm and note to self,never back-talk him AGAIN.It was hard hugging pro and not cry after school today.I whimpered a little and went to the kitchen. I made blueberry pop tarts and went upstairs to take a shower, I massage my bruises as usual and took a shower. When i was finish i wrap the towel around my waist and went to my bedside table,i knelt down infront of it and i got out my little blue box and opened it.I stared at the shiny metal for a while before taking it up and let the coldness turn to warm,i press it agaist my wet wrist and slid it across.Blood ran out and I lift the razor and put it on a new part of my skin and did the same,I then drop back on the floor and close my eyes feeling the pain and releasing the pain.Levii had made my life a living hell.I got up about 5 minutes later and wash off the dry blood,I didn't bother wrapping it because that way pro would see the bandage on my wrist I doubt that still because he just broke up with nick.so tomorrow I'll just put on my hand bands.

I got dress in my sweat pants and t shirt and layed down,eating my pop tarts.

I turn on the tv and soon fell asleep somewhere in the middle of a gumball episode.

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"GET OUT OF MY WAY".I yelled as I skate down the hall,people rushing to get out the way,knowing I wouldn't stop for nothing.

I got to my locker and pick up my skate board,I threw it in and grab my book for my first class.I ran down the hall to where I saw Sher and pro,I stop and gave them a hug.Pro had a giant bag of doritos and a soda under his arm.

"Why such a big bag?".I ask him.

"I'm hungry".he shrug and walk off.

We followed him to the first class,this class sher had with us and we sat beside each other with me in the middle,the class started and levii came in and sat behind me then nick came in and sat beside Pro.Pro tense and then whispered in my ears

"Switch?".

"Please".I said and got up and switch seats with Pro.I sat beside Nick and Pro sat in front of levii.Nick gave me a smile and I nod.