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He told me. Was she five years old? I think. Wearing a dress which is pink in color and was having a hair clip on her hair. Her hair was blonde in color and has black eyes. "Hello. "She sat on my lap and kissed my cheeks twice and stared.

I looked at him, he nodded but this wasn't a good place to take her in my arms. "Maryam, have you eaten? "I asked the little queen. She shook her head, "I'm not hungry. "She looked at my ear, "wow, nice earrings ~" she whispered. My hand tightened around her in order to prevent her from falling. My right hand had one more thing on, the wedding ring. "Maryam. "Here comes his brother in law. "Dad, "she opened her arms and smiled. Her father took her in arms, "congratulations. "He said, giving us a small box. We thanked him, "are you hungry? "He asked while they went far. "Not really, "I said, he still wasn't sure, "eat something. "

There were slices of cakes in front of us. "Eat." he gave me a cake of chocolate and vanilla cream. "I'll let you eat with my hands if you say no. " I looked at him and ate it.

The wedding was approaching its end as I walked through people and people today and I am not sure who are who. Lena was standing by the stage and calmed everyone down. "As this ceremony is reaching its end, our bride has a performance for all of you." Everyone had their attention on me as they were not believing. I walked towards the stage and settled myself as I was holding the mic.

"I don't have much to say. Everyone knows me quite well, I guess? Or not." My eyes were scanning everyone. I never wanted big weddings but I am standing here with so many audiences. "I had my up and downs that no one is aware of. I have marks which no one knows. I wanted to do things but have to give up due to some reasons. I needed something to make me move on at some time. I have been in a mood of listening to BTS at those days and their song, love myself will always give me so much comfort and love and positivity and power. So, I would like to gift this song to myself and tell myself that I can also go through this." Lena dimmed down the lights on me, turning the lights dark on the stage.

The first melody was pressed down and my voice was natural at first sight. I skipped the rapping parts and sang with the flow of Jimin and Jungkook's but my voice was in a crying mood when I sang.

"You show me I have reasons I should love myself. I am trying to love myself."

"I and still not sure if I am ready for this stage but I will love myself first in order to love someone else as this is what BTS has been teaching me." My final words were rooming inside the whole arena and I could hear talk if my relatives. Lena came to my side and hugged me like she never did. Her voice was the most amazing at that time. Her soft whispers.

A long day has finally gone as we were sent off to our new house. I hugged my parents one last time and left with him.

We were in our new house. Yes, an apartment at the top floor is our apartment. Which is 50 floors? He was holding my hand while going in. "Do you want to rest or look around? "He asks. I was pretty tired. "Rest. "

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BTS answer: love myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4gobKA-3M8

I hope that this song gives you the same comfort and love.

Remember to love yourself more. ??❤️????