Sins and Men

I found enough strength and withdrew my hand from his chest, wrapping my other cold hand around it and smiling awkwardly at him. "Thank you, f-for ste....pp....ing in and spe-speak..ing up for me. I k..k... know you didn't... t have to." I stammered, the hiccups coming in and ruining the flow of my appreciation line.

Damn it!

He smiled, not fazed by the mess of an appreciation speech I was giving.

"You're welcome. May I sit?" He asked, then raised a brow.

His question was more like a statement because the answer would automatically be yes. Having him stand so close makes me feel giddy, and I knew that would also happen when he sits.

I bit my lips and nodded. "Sure, you can."

He settled on the chair beside me, and the smell of his presence engulfed my mind. It made me think of lustful things, like having his hands on parts of my body that just no one should evade.

I needed something strong to take away the nasty thoughts clouding my head. The martini was nice, but not for moments like these. I waved at the bartender and ordered a shot of pure whisky.

I wasn't a heavy drinker, but I wanted to get wasted and then call Diya, who was on speed dial, to come and take me home after. It takes thirty minutes to get to the university campus from here. So it's not so far.

"So, you live around here?" the voice of the gorgeous man in the long sleeve asked after a long while of silence.

"Not really. I stay on the university campus. It's thirty minutes away." I answered, taking my second shot of whisky. I could feel the alcohol kicking in my system; I knew a few more shots, and I'd be where I wanted to be.

I felt his brow rise. "How will you get home, then?"

"My best friend... I'll call her to come and pick me up when I'm done," I replied, surprising myself with how well I spoke this long line of sentences.

"Okay, that's better. What's your name, if you don't mind me asking?"

Ah, finally, he asked.

"My name is Zera Adams," I answered, keeping my eyes fixed on the glass in my hand because I knew if I even stared at him, I would feel tempted to give him a blow job here and now or have him fuck my brains out. It would be a story to tell, Diya. I bet she would give me a high-five. "What's your name?"

"Aaron Hart," he answered.

A hot name for a hot man!

Moaning out his name while riding him would be so hot, I thought.

Zera!

Well, this whisky isn't helping me numb my wild thoughts.

I ordered the third shot. The bartender served it, and I noticed Aaron didn't drink while I drank. Instead, he watched me.

That felt odd.

Okay, stay with me. I wasn't the ugliest girl I knew but wasn't the prettiest either. He, however, was the most handsome guy I had ever met, and I knew he could have any girl he wanted. I also knew he had met hotter, prettier, and more graceful girls. Girls who didn't hiccup their way through words and knew how to comport themselves in every situation, yet here he was, staring at me like he had never seen anyone better before.

"Can I ask a question?" he asked after my fourth shot, and I was already losing my sense of reason. I'll drink this last shot and call it a night.

"Sure." I giggled, and he continued. "Why did you come here alone?"

"Because I had no one to take me." My reply came faster than it would under normal circumstances.

"No boyfriend waiting for you at home?" His voice was laced with disbelief as he spoke.

I bit my lips and shook my head. "The boyfriend I used to have married my sister this morning."

I felt more light-hearted speaking about it than I thought I would. Perhaps this is the whisky doing its work in my system.

"His loss."

Well, it could be your gain, but there's a voice yelling at me in my head to tread carefully. I am no longer seeing as clearly as I was thirty minutes earlier. It was time to hit the road and call Diya to the rescue.

I kept my purse on the bar counter and pulled out my phone to dial Godiya's number, but it slipped out of my grasp and fell to the floor. I hissed under my breath and dropped from my stool, only to hear a loud bang.

My eyes opened, and I was in a large, cream-painted room with white curtains at the doors and windows.

I quickly sat up, only to have my head bang hard against my skull. I pressed my hand against my temple, and my eyes fluttered in pain, a long hiss rolling out of my mouth.

Where am I? How did I end up here? Who brought me? These questions plagued my mind, but I couldn't find answers to them.

When my eyes fluttered back, I noticed I was still in the peach maid of honour gown I had on yesterday, and that consoled me to know that nothing had happened, yet the question remained.

How did I end up here?

The last thing I remember was sitting at the bar counter, drinking my martini, but the bang in my head told me I might have had something much stronger than just a martini before leaving the club last night.

I tried to mentally retrace my steps, even though it was difficult.

I thought about the bartender and those dancing, but I remember not having an interest in joining them. I remembered staying at the counter with my martini, only to be interrupted by someone. I remember a guy named Kevin—an annoying guy—and I remember feeling very uncomfortable in his presence.

Did he bring me home?

My skin crawled at the thought, but I shrugged it off. He couldn't have brought me home. I don't mean to judge, but he didn't look like someone who could afford a place this magnificent. Someone else then? But who?

My thoughts got interrupted as the door to the room opened, and a tall, gorgeous man with black hair and hazel eyes walked in. At the sight of him, the memories of last night rushed back to my head, and I remembered everything.

He was the man I called "my man" just to get the annoying Kevin guy away from me at the club. I remember him coming to my defence and intimidating douchebag Kevin out of his pants. I remember briefly talking with him after he sent the other guy away. Now, I remember switching my drink from martini to whisky, hoping to get the nasty thought of riding on him out of my head. He also told me his name, and I did likewise. I remember reaching my limit and wanting to call Diya to come and take me home. Those were the last things I remembered.

He had changed from the white long-sleeve shirt and black trousers he wore last night and now wore a grey sweater and joggers that hid his toned body.

I wondered what could have led me to this point and this room. Sure, my clothes were still on, but a lot could have occurred. He could have worn them back after taking what he wanted. Goosebumps scattered over my skin, and I felt negative chills on the inside. He didn't seem like that type of man, but no man or woman had "rapist" written on their forehead.

I could be jumping to conclusions, which won't be nice, if he had helped out of the goodness of his heart.

I snapped out of my thought when I heard him clear his throat, and I saw him standing before me with his left stretched-out hand holding a small white mug.

My eyes narrowed with confusion, having "I do not know what you're doing" written in them.

"Uh?" I blurted it out like an idiot.

"Drink for the headache!" He spoke, and just like when we were at the bar, his deep, hoarse voice sent shivers down my spine. He brought me something for the headache, but how did he know I was having terrible pain in my head?

'He watched you drink yourself away at the bar. A hangover is the aftermath of drinking too much. Anyone with a cell in their brain knows that.' Trust the voice in my head to make me feel dumber than I already am.

This man couldn't have raped me last night. He's too caring.

I bit my lips and collected the cup to stare at it. It looked like green tea, except it had leaves I didn't recognise in it.

"It's herbal tea for hangovers. It has been passed down for generations in my family," he explained, seeing the suspicious way I eyed the mug in my hand. "It reduced the headache after a few minutes of intake."

I smiled nervously. "Am I supposed to trust that you didn't put any intoxicating substance in it, yeah?"

"Why? You're already intoxicated at the sight of me, from the look of it," he replied casually, with much confidence.

Wow! Mr Hart, I didn't think you were as naughty as you were hot.

My cheeks warmed up. "That's because you're hot."

"So are you. But who's keeping score?" He winked at me.

Okay, do you care to turn on the AC now because this is getting hotter with every passing second?

"Stop it, Zera; you still don't know if he had his way with you last night," I thought.

I brought the mug to my mouth and took a few sips before lowering the cup.

I saw his beautiful, intent eyes, and they didn't look impressed. "Take it all for a faster effect." He instructed, coming off more commanding than I expected.

Oof! What's next, Daddy? Feed me till I'm full and take me till I can't walk?

Zera!

Sorry, no more.

I drank the tea so that the only things left in the small mug were the green leaves.

"Good girl," he cooed, and I felt giddy on the inside as if being called a good girl was such an accomplishment.

What's happening to me? Why does he affect me so much?

He turned to leave the room, and I spoke, wanting to clarify the events of last night. As much as I was attracted to him and wanted to do nasty things to him in my head, I still had to know what happened.

"Can I ask a question?"

He paused and turned to me before nodding his head. "Sure, ask."

"What happened last night? The last thing I remember was trying to call my best friend, and the next thing I know, I'm here in this bed with no memory of how I got here."